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I had a Dream , hoping it to be real..

2004-12-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

hmm , so far our sch basketbal challenged : (1) Evss vs Meridian JC ( 30 - 42 )
(2) Evss vs Ping Yi ( 105- 56 )
(3) Evss vs Dunman ( 82 - 67 )
(4) Evss vs Ahmad ibrahim ( 52 - 47 )
(5) Evss vs Catholic high ( 33 - 43 )
(6) Evss vs Hong kah ( 99 - 46 )

wahaha... seems we are not that bad at all... haiz matches coming up : Evss vs Ngee Ann Sec
Evss vs Chai Chee Sec
Evss vs Tampines Sec

so far lost 2 matches , but also due to some unfairness and baisness... well , i shall not bring it up... hope our sch next year can win in tournament like hw we win now... it'll be great..

Good thigns never last long..

2004-11-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

It was like yesterday that i was with her , we were having so much fun saying each other , going on the bus early in the morning together. It really was like yesterday , but only in imaginations.

I really wished for time to go back , so we could stilll be together. Being with her , made me feel comfortable , she could understand me and she knows that certain things are best not done. I prayed everyday , dreamed of her everyday , stared into empty spaces jus to remember how she looked like , it was really nice.

Some things are best to be forgotten , but i dun wish to forget bout her. I've grown , i have my own goals , my own mind set , my own life , my own new circle of friends. Things change so fast , one minute u could be standing still , the next thign u know , u could possibly fall. Well , thats life , god made it that way.. no one is perfect.

It was a few days ago , i had a funny dream , someone appeared in it , it was bright , i could not see his face , he was holding another person's hands , and was bout to cross the road , and a car knocked him down. Today , i saw the same dream i had , a old man in his late 60s was crossing the road , holding his son who was a little disabled , the cars on the left stopped as the light went red , but the cars on the right , did not stop , as the light was still green. The old man only looked at the left side , but not the right , and he started crossing .. my instincts told me to stop him , and the next thing i know , i was pulling his arm.. a car went past me , and i felt the wind.. it was so close .. it was den , i realised , it wasn't a dream.. god wanted me to help that man..

I felt great after helping that old man, i did something good to be proud of.. but was that enuff ? i'm sure there are many others who are not as lucky..

Enough of that , now... today i had a bball match against catholic high secondary school, it was intense , we did not really play that well , and the refferee was a little biased.. well , can't be help, but we din really bother bout loosing , cos all we know was to learn from our mistakes.

Only wish she was still with me , but i guess she haven't realise wad love is yet. Maybe in another few years i'll forget bout her , but for now , i'll be trying my best to have her back at my side once again.

Erm... ??

2004-11-24T02:25:00.000+08:00

oh well... today is a day called Tuesday... eh... sia la... now 2.30am sia... okok... let me rephrase.

Oh well... today is a day called Wacknesdeh ( correct spelling rights ? )... hmm... Yesterday Was Tuuuuesday ? okok.. i am blogging fer Tuuuesdeh......

Today (tuesday) , woke up at 12pm(noon). Brushed teeth m washed face , pee , and played game... wad game ? dun ask , cos its lame. Well Well , played fer a while , went to bathe , prepare to go fer my bball match against meridian JC .... and WOW... tot they were all BIG size , who knows , all SMALL , as small as a dust on my ass? lol.. kidding.. no la... they are bout my size , my height , but certainly not my skin colour.. =X

Coach was long winded , he TALKED SO LONG... TALKED finish , it rain. WAD the HACK ?! lol... rain nvm leh... so we all went canteen and talk cock. When rain stopped , i and a few more extras went out to sweep the floor , making it dry faster , spreading the water , sweeping the water outwards... but who knows , when we were bout to start , it rained again... basket..

We then went back to canteen , after rain stopped , we went to sweep again , then it rained again !! KAOZ.... 4.30 liaoz... we all supposed to start at 3pm !! waste my bloody time... So in the end , everyone went home... it was a DRAW with the JC... cos rain ma... rights ? haha.. JC leh.. we draw with JC... woot... lol... okok...

came back home , so sianz , played game till now , but now the game having patch update , so i sianz , so come write blog... lol... so SIANZ !! hope the server up soon...

Its been weeks since i last saw her, i prayed to god one fine afternoon when i was leaving the hse , hoping to jus see her again, and when i reached the bus stop , she was at the road side opposite me , returning home with a few bags... i din dare to talk to her , as i was shy ? oh manz... but at least i do know something , that god finally answered my first prayer. On monday , went to 201 mac to eat with barry kam pei rong , i rode my bike there , and after parking , i went to have a sit in the mac , waiting fer barry , who knows , she was there too ! she saw me , and i saw her.. but we din dare to talk to each other... haiz... but at least getting to see her is better than nth... If things turn out bad , at most i'll love her in silence .. thats all i can say...

haha.. okok.. enuff of that love love crap... holiday fer 1 mth liao leh... so fast !! and i did nth in the first month !! omg.. i've planned to study during december , doing all my holiday homework , and brushing up on a few particular weak subjects like chinese , geography and maths... the rest i believe are ok.. haha... hope so ba.. i'll play very little during december , and study more.. cos i believe its fer my future. planning to go temasek poly.. any engineering course wld do... haha... okok.. i ought to stop here...

till then , adios amigos...

The Grass Is No Greener On The Other Side

2004-11-16T01:23:00.001+08:00

I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do

I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe that love is more than wad you all have expected
I believe that some day my angel will jus return.

Angela , i've really regretted , maybe i was really stupid ? i'm always blurr... i hate myself.. I've left behind someone most important to me in my life... Please come back to me ? I love u... I hope u've been reading , if not , then this has no meaning... Wo Ai Ni..

Wo ai ni

2004-11-05T23:16:00.000+08:00

Where did i go wrong?
I should have told you from the start
That i'm closer than you think when we're apart
Nothing that i've tried is as simple as this time

Without you
My life is incomplete, my days are absolutely gray
And so I'll try
Let your heart know for sure
That i have so much more to tell you every single day.

I swear i'm giving up my inside to the one
that i adore
I know this world is big enough for you and I
but i'll give you more...

Angela chen , from the bottom of my heart ,

i
love
you

nothing is gonna stop me from loving u , and i mean nothing...

till the day i die , my heart is only for u.

Sad me

2004-11-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

hmm... got back report book... and the year book... moving on to sec4 , with some of my friends not around in class nxt year.. but its ok... i'm sure they wld be like me... to u guys out there! May u shine in ur new class and do take things positively... i'd always be there for u guys if u need help.. !!

okok... its been days since 24 oct.. i can still remember.. amazing ? haha.. well.. i guess i'd be giving it another try... and if it happens again.. i can do nothing but wait fer her again after my Os le... cos i really wanna study damn hard le... not fer anyone , but fer myself and my father... gave him my word le ! haha..

O' lv chinese bridging is fun! got to know more ppl from sec 3... and well , i guess i'm so suay to have to stay back everyday after the bridging... that duck always see me buey song.. tmd.. lol... this is it... gonna play maple story le...

To Angela Chen : jus wanna let u know , if u ever see this , pls wait fer me ? wait fer me to ask again... it'll be soon... but i have to get to know u better first.. i love u.. really , i do... i wanna show u how much i love u.. jus gimme another chance ? wo ai ni.. i dream and think of u everyday till today... and i guess forever ? i dunno why is it that i dun dare to face u now.. i feel that looking at u , jus simply make my heart ache so much... and all the happy memories keeps flooding back to me like water flowing... hope u will know my love fer u someday... jus someday......................

i may look happy , but i'm really sad... do not have the wrong idea that i dun care bout u le.. k ?

5 days le

2004-10-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

ki nit eh hong jin tao...
tao keh eh bin chao chao...

sianz... 5 long miserable days le... dunno why i can live for so long without her... maybe cos i feel that i still got a chance ?? Today went fer PC day !! WOOT !!

Went ECP... erp , cte , pie , vke , moe , abcde... lol... went East Coast Fark... fark ? opps... park... withdrew 20 bugs fer eating breadfast... the breadfast was not mice... it was peace op sheet... caused 3.50 dollars... so pat-he-tic... one small cake 3.50 dollars... cheep ? haha...

well... sat at the MCcafe and ate with Qiang horng... a good far-king friend of mine... sat there hao lian.. cos high class ma.. then ppl will think i rich ma... haha.... well.. i'm not rich la... very poor.. computer pentium 2 nia... ram 128 , dial-up modem... hahaha...

met up with Yong Qing later... he joined us cos his good friend got stead ma.. so .. u know... haha... if ya dunno , too bad lor... ok.. we went to play bowling right after YQ bought his stupid drink...bowling was fun ya ? haha... well , i did not win , nor loose... cos me , QH and YQ one lane ma... then i always 1st runner up.. lol... !! fer 3 GAMES ?!?!?! ... noob sia... haha... can't blame... played till me hand was so sour ( suan )... haha... reached sch at 1.45... slept in the bus... so tired !! haha..

went home straight to get my bball jearsey cos got training ma... at 3 sia... den i was late fer 10mins... but heng ar.. they also haven't start... lol... played bball... hand so numb.. couldn't control my energy , and the ball was flying everywhere ?! haha... den tio scolding from coach... lol...

today learnt a new song !! it goes like this :

one day when i got hungry , i sold my wooden hse..
i had to visit uncle sekhar , who live in calcutta town
uncle sekhar he is rich , he's a prata seller man
and i know he'll help me , as much as he can
a prata seller man is wad i wan to be
but there're no customers who wan to buy from me
i don't know why , but it could be that i'm almost blind
but every street on calcutta i can find

...haha... nice rights ? i knew it... okok.. enough of laughing and clapping... i know i'm good... lol... bhb... wadeva..

now ish 10.30.. me today like buey gao kun... going to kun liaoz... tml take report book le.... some ppl told me i am 11th position in class... interesting... shall wait and see fer tml's result ba !! haha... tml going to bank in another 100$ in my bank !! so happy !! LOL... as if ... going le... cya peeps... other day then i go find new song..

THATS ALL FER TODAY FOLKS... to be continued...

stay tuned to KIDS CENTRAL...

to the person most important in my life : jus wanna let u know , although we are only friends now , but i jus wanna let u know that , i still love u , and i'll be waiting till the day when u change ur mind... till the day i die.. my heart is forever urs... I Love You.

26th October, 3 days le..

2004-10-26T19:21:00.000+08:00

its been only 3 days , yet i'm missing her so much. Really really regretted asking her if she wanted to break... maybe if i jus tolerated a little more... things would have got better... her frens knows bout it le.. well... i wouldn't say they are childish... but its jus that they are not matured enough to know the true meaning of love...

Love dun come from ur mind, ur body , or your eyes... it comes from the heart , deep deep down inside... i dun blame her if she takes her fren's advice... she's only sec1 , wad can one expect from a sec1 ? i wanted to show her how much i loved her... i did things that i never did b4 , said things that are soothing to her ears... but yet , these dun work..

When i got to school today , how i wished it was her i was on the bus with... sitting jus nxt to her , looking at her makes my heart flutters... but today , i was not alone , but instead of her , i had 2 brothers on the bus with me... it was boring... no one sat beside me , no one talked to me sweetly... reached school , each time i saw her , i tried avoiding... but i found out that avoiding was a stupid thing to do... finally , when i saw her again , looked at her , she became much prettier... changed her hair style... looked nicer... regretted... haiz...

these 2 days , never talked to each other , nor messaged each other... but i jus felt that we were meant to be together... i prayed to god to show me the right girl of my life... he answered it , and i ruined it... how stupid can i get ? haiz... i simply felt that she was the right girl of my life... and no one else... serious...

Heart stops beating , water stops dripping , clouds stop moving , nose stops breathing.. while my eyes kept looking... looking at her , a beautiful girl , with so much more i wanted to know about... Read a book , and there's this saying that goes : "Love is without Jealousy" ... i truly agree... if u truly love the other party , u would get jealous...

well , Love is like ghosts , which many have heard of , but few have seen.. hope she gets to know more about love , and when the time comes , maybe we can once again be together... till that day comes , jus wanna let u know... i'll be waiting for u... i love you.

9 out of 11

2004-10-24T16:04:00.000+08:00

seems a bit weird... but i've not blog for quite some time... today ish really nth to do , so i jus write ba... many thoughts in my head now.. questions that once again need answers.. darkness that need the light once more...

i really dunno wad is happening to me... first , my love life was not bad , and my results were shit, now my results are not bad , and my love life , one word to describe... shit...

there's this little girl , who stays near me , jus downstairs , so happens to be one of my brother's little "sis" ... we got along quite well... together for 11 days... 13oct till today... out of the 11 , 9 of them are happy moments... as we chatted , sms... but 2 of them , were cold... not a call , not a reply from her... i sensed somethings wrong... but i really cannot do anything.. its like natural disasters... u can predict it... but u can never change it...u can only escape from it...

but i find no point in escaping it , and i find no point continuing my life liddat... i called her , sms her... but still , no reply... i dunno wad is happening... maybe i did something wrong... or perhaps , i was jus no good to her anymore... this girl was so innocent... so cute , so pretty...

on the 23rd of october , i asked her , did she regretted , whether she wans to be on her own once again... then on 24th of october , today, at 3.30pm... i received the answer... it was negative... i love her.... i tried changing fer her , told my brothers bout it , and they told me things i'd never thought before... well... maybe i wasn't changing enough , maybe i was still the same... i decided to let fate take its course... and it did... now i'm all alone again... i'm free... but free to do wad ?

why did i study so hard for ? wad was i thinking ? having good grades , more money... so wad ? without love , life is boring... without love , life is a blank piece of paper... without words , lines , or even dusts... its boring...

i know she'll never see this , as she doesn't even know bout this... but god will know which path is best fer me... maybe when the time comes , some one would tell her bout this... and when she reads this , perhaps we'd be together once again...

i love u ... and the 9 days were the happiest days of my 16 years... wanted u to celebrate my birthdat with me alone... guess thats impossible ba... i love u.. really .. i do... goodbye... i'll miss u...

I is loves GOD

2004-10-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

haha!!! sorry bout ze english ! not accidentally de... LOL...

Today ar , hmm , went to Huilin's church !! went to buy her a present first , at TM ? haha... well , hope she likes it though it was a last minute one.. haha... so sorry !!

Went to 201 alone , to eat at the mac there , cos interchange de , all so many ppl... =( , so crowded !! Met them at 201 mac , and handed over the present to her !! Ate there , after eating , took bus to safra to wait fer Joyce ? i think , huilin's fren... haha... quite chio though .. haha.. worth the wait ! lol.. no la.. kidding !

Took 23 to her church , walked quite a distance... whole trip only desmond talking to me.. haha.. cos shy mahz... haha... the girls there are not bad ba ? haha... ppl there were very socialble... very funny !! Hilarious ! okok... there will surely be a second trip there... haha...

Treat desmond to dinner , hope he liked the fried rice and hor fan... cos it was my choice of food actually !! haha.. cos he said anything ma... hope he liked the food.. !!

hmm... heard they having church camp , probably going ba... but see if my mother lets not.. cos my family not christian ma... all bhuddist... lol... hope they can accept christ one day , cos believing in jesus can live eternal life !! haha...

okok... got to go le !!

Shoutouts :
Vincent : sorry leh bro , din mean to pang seh u de..
Huilin : thanks fer bringing me to ur church !! haha
Desmond : dun so bored la... go there must open up a little ! haha

byebye bloggy !!

haiz...

2004-10-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

haha... ppl do change... now i realised... so sad...

today something happened...which made my mind so sick... haiz... last week , i wanted to go to Hui Lin's church , but who knows , My Ah Ma birthday ma... cannot dun go her birthday party ma... so i told hui lin tml i'll be going...

den i asked vincent along... and went to ask Dok Hui if it would be alright , and she said ok.. Today , Huilin told me suddenly that seumas going... so i was afraid if vincent did not want to go... i den found out moon was going too , and did not wanted to go already , called Dok Hui up , and she was saying why liddat , lol... so i was convinced to go , and not bother bout moon...

Soon after , called vincent up , told him seumas going , and that i maybe dun wan go cos of moon... but in the end , seumas came in msn , saying to me things that made me so sick... He used words that are vulgar , and yet i tolerated lor.. i gave him a lot of face le... but looks like he cannot listen... well , he said he wld keep a distance from enemy's frens also...

well... some ppl jus cannot forget the past.. but it will all be gone down the road... today Huilin's birthday , yet we still go give her trouble.. felt so guilty... luckily she undertanding , said nevermind... but i still feel bad... haiz.. seumas ar , ppl say u not xiao qi , i also think so , but i really hope u can forget bout it and be frens with vincent one day...

Vincent , although u forot bout it , but try to forgive la... go talk to him or wad la... u both made things so difficult for me... kaoz.. my mood so sianz liaoz.

Shoutouts:

To BH , SS : hope on my last day of sch , can go out with u guys , have fun... cos i'm really gonna miss u all... regretted this !! haiz...
Vincent : Hope u can forgive
Seumas : Forget it laz.. come'on... u are a man..
Jason : I'll pray fer u ? haha... hope u do well in "O"s
Priscila : Praying fer u too ! but u still owe me something !! and u promised !!
Moon : wad's up with u ? wad happened to u ?
Huilin : so sorry fer bothering u on ur birthday , really very sorry.
Barry : Study HARD ar !! no time le !!
My Class : Exams are coming liaoz la... still can pon-tang !!

gonna be sianz this few days , haiz... dunno wad to do liaoz... die... haiz...

I am love a girl

2004-09-30T16:54:00.000+08:00

haha... to the only person on this earth whom i told my secret to , pls keep it ! u said u know the meaning of secret , so , keep it ! haha.. thx loads... i'll keep your secret with me too ! haha...

okok... actually hor , today , dun wan go sch de... but then i think think , exams coming le.. haha... bo bian... got to go.. if not i'll surely go normal academic liaoz.. haiz...but thanks to someone ! make me sleep at 12.00 midnight ! go sch , first 3 periods sleeping ! LOL !! but the teachers were all very understanding !! haha...

okok... today din do much la... recess also never eat... first time this year , recess never eat sia.. haha... went fer physics extra class today... went cos of 2 reasons... but , not saying la ! haha.. lazy to type it out ...

going to get a car at 18 , haha... thats wad my mom and dad said de... buget $80,000 de ... lol... must get a cheap one for first timers ma... haha... if not tio accident , bo hua.. haha... hope i get into poly manz... any engineering course wld do , or even marinetime ba.. haha... hopefully the courses are not difficult !! haha...

looking forward to seeing Mr,Harold Goh getting married in december ! haha.. CONGRATS !!
heard his GF not that chio... but still , weddings are something very nice !! i always love weddings ! a lovely occasion ! haha... dun ya agree ?? but well , i got plans , so maybe after i fulfill my plans fer my NS officer course , i wld probably be 25 or some where there le ? haha... den work fer a few years b4 finding a wife ba... but maybe can find now ? haha... and really hope it would last forever like wad i always wished fer !! haha...

haiya , now so boring !! no games to play , can anyone pei wo chat ? haha.. so bored manz..

To all : exams are coming , be it "O"s or final year exams !! STUDY HARD !! haha... i've experienced wad retaining is like , and i can say , it really sux , see'ing all ur frens graduating , leaving u behind !! hope this year my class can all pull through manz.. !! MAY GOD BLESS US !!

ok la... i lazy to type le.. haha... eating ice-cream !! lol... blog till here ba !

I've always been praying fer many ppl , but dunno if my prayers were answered ... haha... well... this time i'm praying fer myself ! hope god can answer this one and only prayer !!

I is very sianz.. hmm... but not that sianz

2004-09-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today , got a JERK cum IDIOT cum ASSHOLE who did something far-king stupid !!

SECRET = keep to urself ! not letting others know.

YET ! this IDIOT , go tell !! kaoz !! come on la.. which ALPHABET do u not understand ?? i can teach u anytime !! asshole !!

ok.. never mind that far-ker , today slept during S.S lesson , so boring !! Mr.Foo's voice so hypnotising !! kaoz !! within the first 1 min , i already sleeping liaoz.. !!! HAHA... went fer chemistry extra lesson till 3.30... quite fun la... cos half the class there only mah.. den all the bastards not there to make noise.. lol.. opps.. !

went to mac to study with Vincent ! haha.. hey bro , got secret share with me hor.. i know the meaning of secret.. dun worry.. i feel that u are hiding something from me.. haha !! ok la... we studied , but i was playing most of the time... alot of things i was thinking of lahx... haha... jus can't stop myself !! LOL... but nevertheless , did some questions ! and i found some answers to my own questions !! haha...

haiz.. dunno when can god let her be mine ! hope this time i dun get to wait so long le !! haha... quite sickening manz... haha... maybe being single was god's plan fer me ba.. haha... !! can't believe i am so stupid !! haiz...

Hey sister ! , i'm not stupid , so pls change ur blog's link !!

write till her ba.. so sianz.. nth to do now , feel like pon tang-ing sch tml !!

I is loves a girl

2004-09-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

Today , hmm , i woke up at 7.10 am. and was kind of tired due to swimming last night... haha... Vincent and Jason came my hse to stay overnight , and i pon tang school... oh manz... haha...

after both of them went home , i went to meet up with Barry and Andy fer lunch. Went macdonalds to eat and saw quite a lot of ppl there ! haha... After eating , went to Barry's hse to study , we weren't really studying , but eating and talking... After Andy left , we then studied.. looks like Andy was the cause of us not studying... haha...

Did Chemistry TYS , and completed quite a lot. Today my mp3 hang again... haiz... always hang hang hang... must refund liaoz... lol.... cannot listen to a thing ar ! i wan to complain ! lol

not much to write today , everything's fine manz... Loving a girl in progress !! haha...
/sv_changelevel newgirl... haha.... no more /sv_restartround 1 liaoz... lol...

Tml is WEDNESDAY !!! haiz.. 2.00pm then finish school.. so sianz... but EXAMS ARE COMING ! so must STUDY liaoz... wait history repeat itself !! LOL !!! i wun let it happen !! haha...

If only i can be with her , all would be better.
If only she was mine , it would please my mind.
If only she knew i love her , and my heart would be forever with her.

( IF's ) so many if if if ... when can things be the way i wanted ?! haiz...

i'm sad , but not mad , jus glad , that she's not sad...

buaiz buaiz bloggy !! haha... nite !!

My future lies here... ( i guess )

2004-09-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

today went for Army open house... had many fascinating things... haha... i liked the urban warfare best! haha... jason , kheng wei and me went... we played the urban warfare ( something like real life counterstrike ).. where they had craters , walls , real guns.. TES and enemies ( real life )... haha... but the bullets were fake... blank ones... u shoot , got sound... got recoil... but its the laser that hits the opponent's sensors to get him killed... haha... it was a 10 on 10 match... blue vs red... there were 3 flags that had to be captured by both teams... both teams had different flags... 3 each... so we were like playing CS real life.. haha... so funny... 25 rounds of bullets only... had a sniper tower... but my team got no one camp... haha... all daring , storm the front de... LOL... got a army man , damn cute... crawling on the ground... giving us hand signals... it was cool... then i killed like 5 ppl ? haha... den a team mate of mine came nxt to my ear and pulled the trigger... i was like DEAF for a minute sia !! haha... only can hear a TOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTT sound... lol... the rest cannot hear.. haha... game lasted for 4 mins...

perspired like hell... went to get a drink... went looking at the exhibits together... then went to take the shuttle bus to jurong east MRT... took the MRT to pasir ris to meet clara and some 406 ppl... but ( she wasn't there ? ) haha... guess she went home early , avoiding me ba ?... haha... well... dunno la... but i took some jellys she made ... and it was yummy ? haha... nice jellies... container with me... lol...

bought something from the army open hse... cool thing... but not enough money to buy more.. so.. too bad ba ... haha... got 6 posters... after dividing , jason got one , KW got 3 .. i took 2... KW damn greedy... haha...

sherilyn , sorry for not getting freebies fer u... cos got none... lol... all of u guys should go there manz... try the urban warfare... damn nice.. haha... cool experience... espescially fer the gals ? haha...

hopes to be with her tml... wanna watch Garfield... but.. cannot contact her... so nvm ba... tml wld be a boring day... luckily got bible to read... haha... read till 30+ page nia... still very far !! haha...

hope the answer i get from her would be positive ... haha... really really really really really wish to be with her... i love her loads... thats all i can say... =)

gtg sleep le... very late le... haha... bye bye peeps*!

~*YAWNS*~

byebye...

Wahaha... part of a dream come true...

2004-08-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

my dream came true... thank god... AMEN !! haha... my daddy so kind to fullfil my wish... today bought my very first BIBLE !! wahaha... gonna read it and finish it in a months time... so i can go tell stories to others le... haha... but i read some le... and really din quite understand some parts... hehe... hmm...

Woke up at 7.30... cos jason and vincent say they gonna pon school today... den we all meet at my house in the morning to study fer a while.... study till jason play game... went out fer lunch... vincent said yee teng was coming... so we ate slowly... jus for his sake... tmd... lol...den took bus number 9 to 201... we were suppose to meet the other girls there at 2.00... but we reached there at 1.45... so me and jason went to the macdonalds to eat , while vincent accompanied yee teng home.... jason was rather sick... cos of the KFC we ate... haha... but he managed to get hold of himself and pull through... lol !! he was like irritating everyone at the mac... by shouting out stupid noises.... kind of lame ? haha... i read my bible there while waiting fer vincent to come...

after vincent arrived , jason , vincent and me went back to my house to play , and i went down alone to swim... quite fun actually... then swim half-way , vincent came down... haha... we swam many laps... i was kind of tired le... so i stopped , and my eyes were like - red ? ANG BAO !! lol... so pain... swollen... haha... we went to the sauna , and it wasn't even hot... but cos i wanted to go up quickly , i kpkb vincent...

when we opened my hse door , jason was sleeping... LOL !! vincent a I bathed and i played the computer , while they 2 played X-BOX.... when they loose liao , pek chek liao , take my cue and play... wtf sia.... PRECIOUS LEH !!! so i flared up... but fer a while only... went to sleep in my room...

after a while , vincent came in !! say hg they all going play pool... so i quickly got up and asked both of them to prepare... then they 2 were like small kids ? playing with my boxing gloves... then suddenly , jason punched , and hit vincent's mouth ? but it really was an accident !! vincent got so angry that he turned my hse upside down... but i cleared the mess , and talked to both of them... i felt like i'm the UN Peacekeeper... LOL !!

went to meet hg they all , and played pool against elmo for one round... he so TYCO !! i sld have WON DE !!!! ARGH !!!! nvm... he's a good opponent though... haha... jason din wanted to stay long , and the girls we also going le... so we followed the girls home...
vincent sent yee teng home , the rest i forgot le... LOL !! -grins-

Priscila ! u think u gib me that look i scared ar ?? lol... haha... and u very evil leh... say the indians till liddat... but say real one la... it was rather smelly... LOL !!! and why u sick ar ?? i thought u were sleepy , but din know u sick... do rest more ... although prelims coming up soon , but ur health more important ya ? haha... sleep is always very important ! get well soon !!! pray to daddy to watch over u k ? and remove all the illness u hab... haha... daddy rocks ya ?? haha...

vincent : nxt time try not to mess up my hse ?

jason : haiz... u ar... better watch wad ya doing... we treat u as a brother so we never wack u... but u also must change k ?? haha...

bloggy till here le... too tired to continue... both of the assholes went home le... i think its time i sleep too.. tml dunno wan to follow vincent , hg or the sisters... haha... -=!@#$%^&*( CoNfUsEd )*&^%$#@!=-

Swimming , swimming , and MORE Swimming.. ( like fishy )

2004-08-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. went to school , like any other days , jus that today felt more tired... slept at the parade square fer 10 mins ? i think la... then everything went as usual... but , sadly spealing , i failed my geog DT by 1 and a 1/2 mark.. got 11/25 ... so sickening... whole class failed , and highest was 12... wad a test !

After geting back Geog DT , straight away sat fer another test le... i wasn't prepared.. hopefully i can pass ba...

Everything went on as usual again , till maths , slept fer whole period... regretted , as tml is maths test le !! ARGH !! jia lat... die liao... time to burn mid-night oil le...

hmm... tml having chinese and maths test , din study , hope can jus pass ba... may god be with me ?? wld be praying hard le... haha...

haiz.... so sianz... jia lat liao.. haiz !!

Dear priscila , ( my english teacher also priscila... ) , why u dun wan pick up phone de ar ?? lol... this few days always OFF !!! wad a sis !!! a great SISTER... good job eh ?
so good to have u as a SISTER !!! lol... a sis which dun even wan pick up brother's calls... craps...

today is thursday ... so tml is ?? FRIDAY !!! yay... wan to watch alien vs predator , but all the brothers dun wan watch , say not nice... haiz... who can pei wo ???

jus came back from swimming with vicnent , kheng wei and Hong guan... wad a bunch of jokers... go suana till i buey dong... den i REN... but after long last... went out , immediately jump into the pool... so song !! haha...

10.00 le , den we came to my house , they changed and went off... haha.. to KW's hse i guess ??

ok la... hope that i will never be irritated by anyone nxt few days... anything wan to clarify , faster come... i mentally prepared to answer any questions now... haha... May God Be With me... haha....

Thats all for today ... got to go study fer a while den sleep liao... if not tml do test half way, sleep... ZZzzzZZzzZzZZZZzz....

bye bye bloggie !!

Wad a day to start off with...

2004-08-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggy , today hor , vincent came my house to do art. At around 12 +++++ ?? . He said he needed my help , so ok lor , i helped him. I coloured one of his art piece , and it was really a masterpiece , PERFECTLY coloured. lol.

After a few hours , my mum called to ask wad i wanted for lunch , that she would buy back fer me to eat. So i told her , Nasi Lemak. 5 minutes later , vincent and i found out that it was 3.10 , and from my house to the school , was half an hours away , and vincent needed to see Mdm Sri by 4pm , or he will get 0 fer his perlims fer ART.

So i continued colouring while vincent packed up the wastes papers , and we hurried downstairs. We waited fer the bus fer 5 minutes , and it wasn't here , so , i decided to call my mum and ask her to fetch us to school , and asked her to chiong back ASAP. lol manz... vincent , i am a good brother tio bo. lol.. dunno why some jus dun wan me to be their brother.. lol..

When we reached school , Mdm Sri wasn't there , so we talked to D&T teacher , Mr Wong , to help us be evidence that vincent did went to school. So vincent , good luck on monday manz. hope dun have trouble ba. Pray to god ya ?! haha.

Went to catch a majic show my vincent and his cell grp members , we ended up 45minutes late fer the show.But anyway , it was a nice and funny show that FCBC held , at suntect conventional hall lv 6 door 601... lol.. remembered clearly. wahaha

Hey Pris , ur phone is lousy , get a new one ? lol... always bo reception. Msg u liao , purposely dun wan call back... pro manz.. haha.. anyways since u already pei wo that night , so ok la. give u chance. haha...And ya , since i treated u to the movie le , so i am forgiven liao hor... wa kaoz.. must use money to get forgiven one sia... Girls now a days... LOL...

Vincent ! thanks fer the free show , u still owe me some $$ right ? lol... but its ok la, u got money le den return ... i not in a need of money now.. Heng u brought me to the show sia , if not i whole saturday got nth to do.. woo hoo... that show rocks... so FUNNIE !!! tickling my funny bones ! lol.. wahah

now is 12.10 le , and i am still thinking of wad to write.. haha... hmm... i think thats it fer today , hope tml wld be a better day !!! May God Be With Me ONLY ! and FOREVER !!

Dear bloggy , i shall end here le... wad a day... phew.. so much walking around , legs so tired... haha... better rest le... bye bye bloggy.

Love ? or love ? or is it LOVE ?

2004-08-13T19:32:00.000+08:00

Love is like ghosts , which many have heard of , but few have seen.

To love , it takes 2 , to kiss , it takes 2.
To get angry , it takes 2 AND a reason.
To NOT get angry , it takes 1.

Today may not be the day i was looking forward to , when i reached school , ppl tell me my ex-stead talking to a group of guys. And was jus too sick of it manz... As , we broke up jus last night.

Hey , its not that i jealous or wad... I also dun care wad u told others , and i also dun care bout whether u like others now a not... cos i dun wish to care anymore.. Tired , Sick. I once loved u , but maybe its time i gave up... its very difficult to coax u. You wan me to change , not to get angry over small things , but lie'ing to me is small ? If its considered small , den i've got nothing to say...u promised me u will never lie to me again , whether got or bad reason , but u still did... and it was within a month that u lied to me.

Its ok if u think i am a jerk or wadeva , as i am not going to care. After lie'ing to me , u expect me to trust u even more ? Tell me , Is it logical ? come'on , u are from the best class , u sld know better than me... somethings i know of are damn sickening , but i chose not to bring it up , but u always make me do so.. always making me so fed up.

Its not my fault that we ended up liddat. I've tried my best to change liao. i already dun get angry over those things... And yet u take advantage. I know u got alot of admirers out there , and i have none , but so ? i rather live a life of my own , be happy , and free. u may think talking to me loudly is not shouting , u may also think that i am always wrong , u also may think that i am the one controlling ur life. But have u ever thought of how u treated me ? U also made me not talk to girls wad , u also din want me close to girls wad.. any difference ? i dun see any.

Its time to make things clear. Go study , hard . Stop talking to me and u'll get over everything. treat me like a bastard or wadeva. So wad if i am always in the wrong , at least i got the courage to say " i am sorry " . Did u ever say that in ur first sentence ?

u expect me to coax u everyday , chase after u everytime. ever thought of how tired i get ?lol.. its ok now.. jus treat it that i was never in ur life and please dun ever return anything to me. Your books i will return it to u asap. meantime , dun call me le...
after end of year exams over liao den we start talking again k ? i need time to settle down and study , i dun wish to fail again.

Wad a day i had ! haha.
went to catch a movie with 2 ppl.(secret) lol !!
studied chemistry halfway , some clever students din know how to do a maths problem , so i solved it for them , and they said i very " hao lian " .. LOL !!

write till here ba. Bye PEEPS !!

Priscila : thanks for cheering me on manz. Hope i am forgiven le ba ..

Cherish your love ones now or it'll be over as fast as u blink ur eye...

2004-07-21T18:32:00.000+08:00

Love , is like ghosts , which many have heard of , but few have seen. It has been a very eye-opening thing fer me , as i fell in love with a girl , a girl whom wasn't supposed to be with me. And i have hurt her many times. I feel guilty , but , i really cannot do anything , except wishing her in all areas of life , and praying fer her... thats all... I've really tried my best to make it last long , but as people say , this kind of love wun last long , as love is not a simple thing... Love , four-letters , easy to spell , but difficult to get out of it... humans are physically strong , but they are mentally weak. Things happened too fast fer me to stop it... Wad's done , cannot be undone , maybe serperating is the best choice fer both of us ba...

Many of us thinks that love is just by being a girlfriend , boyfriend , but there is more to it... much more. So much that i cannot understand it totally.

Maybe at this point of time , someone can cheer me up ?

Hopes: To have someone to listen to all my troubles , problems , sovling difficulties with me... having fun together... is it alot ?

Why is it that my love life is so unsuccessful ?!?!?!

ARGH !!!!!!!!!

Why ?

2004-06-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

haiz... today so boring.. supposed to wake up at 10.30 to have tuition , taught by my brother... but i watched soccer last night , and slept till 1 ? lol... hmm... afternoon actually wanted to meet with vincent they all to buy my sister a present... but i lazy go... and anyways , dun intend to buy her a present ! lol... haha... so sorry sis... the economy still down... not earning money... lol... pai seh ? wanted to meet up later to visit song lim ... but was at my cousin's house , playing mahjong , and if i left , they wld be short of ppl.. so i had no choice , but to stay there... sorry brother... really wished i went to see u...

went fer a swim with my brother , cousin , and my cousin's fren... well... had a great time i sld say... haha... got 3 fat girls came later , and we were all talking bout them , saying that once they get in the pool , the water wld splash out and half the water in the pool wld be gone... lol... den we swam and swam till i got tired... (phew) .. luckily din catch a cold , as it was bout to rain actually...

Sister , pls do not say me stupid leh.. i where got stupid... ok la... dun say le k ?? haha...

Moon : my dear dear ar... dun get angry bout this ya ? haha... i am felling too bored , and it is now 2.20.. soccer haven't start , so i got nth to do , so write this blog... haha... ur b'dae coming le ! hmm.. but dunno wad to buy fer u leh... haha... u everything also dun wan... lol... nxt time got go out , must tell me leh... if not i looking fer u whole day... will sianz de... lol... ok la... rest well and dun fall sick k ?? few more days to ur b'dae le ! must tahan , on that day we go kia kia... k ?? lol.. haha... love ya...

waiting fer soccer to start ... few more minutes... i shall end here ba.... cya ppl.. !

Wad a day...

2004-06-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

slept till 12 noon... haiz... too tired ma... bo bian... hmm... today went out with brothers to watch a movie at 6.20 ... we all went in the theatre early , i sat with elmo , so i asked him whether wanna buy popcorns , and he said not enuff money... so i decided to pay fer him , and we took our tickets from vincent and went downstairs to buy the nachos combo and popcorn combo... the lady say that by buying the set at the showcase de and a nachos , would be cheaper , den when the total amount came out , it was only 50 cents cheaper , how lame can ppl now adays get ?? LOL... so we bought our food and went in the theatre , we acted as if we din know who hg they all were , and simply sat down and ate ... lol... how mean sia...

half way through , elmo and me got generous , and decided to give our food away ya ? haha... so generous hor... lol.. hmm... the movie ( around the world in 80 days ) was funny manz... the mother of jacky chan at the village kept asking that english man to drink... LOL... jacky's father was talking half way , and the mother kept asking them to have a toast... haha... so funny... well... after the movie , elmo called moon to meet up and take his long lost wax from moon ya ? lol... ( NOT MY FAULT ! ) haha...

Dear Sista : dun keep thinking bout love love things la... haiyo... haha... ok la... maybe things jus din go ur way ya ? haha...

To Anyone Caring , pls pray fer my dear Brother Song Lim , who is going fer a operation on his fractured arm ya ?? haha... though the risk is minor , but its still a risk wad... okok... dear brother ! no need scared ! be tough ya ?!! haha... may god be with u through the operation ! AMEN ! ....

Back From The Sickening Camp.. LOL

2004-06-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

waha... so tired though i was sleeping half the time in the camp... lol... dunno why no officer dare scold me leh.. LOL... hmm... i scolded my officer Yiye 3 times in the camp( opps )... haha... not on purpose de.. who ask him come provoke me when i was sleeping... lol.. hmm... well... when i came back from camp , all i could say is , i missed my bed... my computer not back yet , waiting fer it to fly back from elmomo's hse... using a pentium 2 com now , writing this bloggy... cos me brother using his com , so i gotta stick to this com first... haiz...

well well... dear sister ( priscila ) , thx fer being there when i needed help... haha... din know who else to turn to sia... thx ya ? haha !! nxt time treat u to lunch k ? haha...

elmomo ar , its not that she din do anything wrong leh , is u all dunno wad she did nia... haha... i wasn't angry cos she talked to hg la... relax la... lol... its bcos of other reasons that are private ya ?? haha....

to everyone else reading this , thx fer wasting ur time reading this blog , as it is kind of untidy ya ? lol... pls post comments on how i can improve my blog further... thx !

My First BLOG sia... Woo Hoo... kinda lame sia

2004-06-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

hmm... first time ? ya... a noob in here... well well... i love myself. thats all for today , cos today is thursday , a day where u thirst.... haiz... so bored... now 3.33 am , and i am still awake in elmomo's hse , writing my first bloggy , so cute... lol... if i suck in this , the readers , pls dun get du lan , cos i am really a noob... got no computer at home de... very poor , every week get 1$ nia... haiz... so sianz , tml got BB camp liaoz , till now , haven't even start packing my bag , as i am in mole's hse , staying till tml morning.

Hoping fer someone to teach me how to upload things , maybe pics ? hmm... well... now everyone sleeping , except fer a few freaks , me , song lim , vincent and boon siang... everyone today kind of temperimental sia... little bit thing flare up , maybe cos buey gao kun( not enuff sleep ) ... lol...

Dear Sista , must teach me about this bloggy thingy hor , if not i really gonna continue be a noob... haha... and ya , any problems , feel free to find me , i will always be there for u , and be listening to ur probs... haha...

Sickening lehz!!!!!! so cold in here... ok la, write till here le... cos i am feeling numb , the aircon to powerful , wan to get me out of this room fer good.. -_-"